Tainted-Mizery

...Into the deviantART Community and seeing what happens. Hopefully someone gives me their opinion... I'm at a point in my life where certain things don't fit me any more. Like my name here in deviantART. So, I am wondering whether I should, in fact, make a new account, start afresh? I'm also wondering if the doodles I have on here add to the haphazardness of my account? It's a bit ragtag, which normally I wouldn't mind. But I'm not sure about it for some reason. But then I think about the fact that I watch so many Artists an I do have watchers which is cool, but would that bother to go watch my new account, which is the same stuff but wit

So, It's almost May... hmmmm almost a year since I dropped out. I haven't done much really, Dole, Therapy, Meds.... Kinda numb lately... But I'm getting there. What I really have to do is clean my fucking room! Seriously. Ricky got me a easel for Xmas and I can't set it up cos there not room among all my crap! I hate cleaning, but I really have to do it... I'm kind of writing again, not much though and I'm starting to feel like I'd like to start over on this DeviantArt... It's just all full of crap art work and no focus and I user name was thought up when I was 16! >:P Hmmm... I got a camera fro my 21st. It's a Nikon D3100. I adore it. I

Right... What to say.... I em, Dropped out. Yeah, Sound familiar? I missed everyone back home and didn't really click with anyone in UWIC (they stayed acquaintances instead of becoming friends), and kinda got depressed and was sent to a Doctor and decided to come  home.... I got home on the 28th of May, went back for the rest of my shit in July and here I am in August. I've decide that maybe an academic course isn't for me and am thinking of doing art instead.. since I find it easier... I'll still write.. just in my own way, at my own pace... I've contacted some place about Counselling... I probably need it... I should really put up more